Aug 19, 2005 16:22
I'm having some serious problems at home. I'm not allowed to attend Sawgrass church anymore, and my mom is going to send me to Cypress Bay starting next week, or so she said.
I kinda believe her. Because if she wasn't serious, she wouldn't have gone out of her way to get papers, and if she wasn't serious, she would have let me go to youth group.
I don't really know what I did to deserve this, or what I can do to fix this, and I assume I didn't do much, and can't do much.
I'm listening to my Hillsong cd. It makes me feel better about.. life and problems and schtuff.
I'm going out tonight. Yaaaaaay.
I guess now that my sister is gone til Christmas the only way for me to avoid my mom is to work all night every night. Because even if she allows me to go out on the weekend, I still have to deal with her the other 5 nights of the week unless I locate a new church with an awesome youth group. However, I doubt that will happen.
<3I PROMISED YOU I'D NEVER GIVE UP<3