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Alright, so I haven't posted in a while. I guess I'm due for a good one, ain't I? Not that anyone bothers to read this but .. what the hell...
There's one thing that's really bugging me right now, and once again it has to do with Kelsey back in Texas. I'm not sure if I'm angry or worried. I guess both. I've looked a couple things over, and I don't think that she ever really was my friend, even back 3 years ago. But what does that matter now? Hey, I'm across the friggin country! Not seeing her again anytime soon. HA! On the other hand, I am a bit worried. Even if I haven't talked to her in a while (I think she ignored me on her buddy list after the phone call .. she used to be on a lot and I haven't seen her online since then), I have kept up with her life somewhat with her journal. Yeah, I still read that thing. I just want to know what's going on in everyone else's life since mine really ain't that exciting, and so that I have SOME sort of communication with my old buddies ... or .. something like that. But anyway, I'm worried because as I was reading it a little while ago, I saw a few things about the people she's been hanging around. For example, her boyfriend's a friggin druggie! She was talking about how he was going to get stoned that night. With everything else that she was talking about and the general mood of her entry, I'm pretty sure that she wasn't making a joke. She was saying how she wished she could be there getting stoned with him. It just bugs me. I wish I was there so that I could talk to her about it that way, but all I can do is call - which really sucks, since I can't read the expression on her face but instead I have to tell if she means what she says by her voice. I mean, I wasn't SURE if she was lying or not when I got off the phone with her last time, although I did think that she was. Hey, maybe I'm worried over nothing, and maybe I shouldn't be worried at all. If she never was my friend, then I shouldn't care, right? But I can't help it. Whether or not she thought the same, I always thought of her as a friend. So yeah .. I'm worried. I probably shouldn't be worried, because she can take care of herself and everything, but I just worry .. a lot.
Alright, enough about that. I've gotta make a call tomorrow morning. Other than that, I haven't had that much going on. We went school shopping. My brother really did more looking and shopping than I did. I ended up with a pair of pants and a hoodie .. since I don't really care, and I can fit into my clothes from last year. I'm not a big shopper most of the time. I shop when I'm forced to by my parents or when it's absolutely necessary ... which usually is the same time. And, of course, I've got most of the needed stuff for classes. Might need to get a few things as the school year goes by, but whatever. School is school. It might seem fun in the beginning because you get to see everyone again, but you end up hating it after the first, oh, two hours.
I got $50 today for babysitting. It's usually pretty easy. Of course, this was also for 3 different times, but each one was pretty short - 2 or 3 hours each. Pretty good money - to me, at least. I'm going to try and save. For what, I'm not sure yet, but I'm gonna try..
That's about all that's been going on lately. I'll have to update Monday, the first day of school (dun dun DUUUN!). So .. be expecting something then. Until next time!
--- Ciao-ciao!
THE MEG
There's one thing that's really bugging me right now, and once again it has to do with Kelsey back in Texas. I'm not sure if I'm angry or worried. I guess both. I've looked a couple things over, and I don't think that she ever really was my friend, even back 3 years ago. But what does that matter now? Hey, I'm across the friggin country! Not seeing her again anytime soon. HA! On the other hand, I am a bit worried. Even if I haven't talked to her in a while (I think she ignored me on her buddy list after the phone call .. she used to be on a lot and I haven't seen her online since then), I have kept up with her life somewhat with her journal. Yeah, I still read that thing. I just want to know what's going on in everyone else's life since mine really ain't that exciting, and so that I have SOME sort of communication with my old buddies ... or .. something like that. But anyway, I'm worried because as I was reading it a little while ago, I saw a few things about the people she's been hanging around. For example, her boyfriend's a friggin druggie! She was talking about how he was going to get stoned that night. With everything else that she was talking about and the general mood of her entry, I'm pretty sure that she wasn't making a joke. She was saying how she wished she could be there getting stoned with him. It just bugs me. I wish I was there so that I could talk to her about it that way, but all I can do is call - which really sucks, since I can't read the expression on her face but instead I have to tell if she means what she says by her voice. I mean, I wasn't SURE if she was lying or not when I got off the phone with her last time, although I did think that she was. Hey, maybe I'm worried over nothing, and maybe I shouldn't be worried at all. If she never was my friend, then I shouldn't care, right? But I can't help it. Whether or not she thought the same, I always thought of her as a friend. So yeah .. I'm worried. I probably shouldn't be worried, because she can take care of herself and everything, but I just worry .. a lot.
Alright, enough about that. I've gotta make a call tomorrow morning. Other than that, I haven't had that much going on. We went school shopping. My brother really did more looking and shopping than I did. I ended up with a pair of pants and a hoodie .. since I don't really care, and I can fit into my clothes from last year. I'm not a big shopper most of the time. I shop when I'm forced to by my parents or when it's absolutely necessary ... which usually is the same time. And, of course, I've got most of the needed stuff for classes. Might need to get a few things as the school year goes by, but whatever. School is school. It might seem fun in the beginning because you get to see everyone again, but you end up hating it after the first, oh, two hours.
I got $50 today for babysitting. It's usually pretty easy. Of course, this was also for 3 different times, but each one was pretty short - 2 or 3 hours each. Pretty good money - to me, at least. I'm going to try and save. For what, I'm not sure yet, but I'm gonna try..
That's about all that's been going on lately. I'll have to update Monday, the first day of school (dun dun DUUUN!). So .. be expecting something then. Until next time!
--- Ciao-ciao!
THE MEG