Aug 10, 2004 15:02
Wow…things have been pretty weird lately. Today’s just one of those days where I feel like doing nothing. And I really have no excuse, either. It’s just a few things that have me confused. Well, okay, so it’s not really THAT confusing. I’m sure it’s pretty obvious. I just need to talk it out to solve it. This one guy I met at the youth center just left yesterday around 9:30-ish. What really stunk was that I wasn’t able to be there all day to say bye with the rest of the group of anything. Nooo. I had to go out the day before in the RAIN to do so. Yesterday we had to drive to some other city to drop my dad off because he’s going for a week and a half. I wouldn’t have gone (even if it does sound mean), but it was my mom’s birthday. I actually was really close to not having to go. It was my mom who said “Fine! Don’t go!” Then she went on about how she didn’t want me to look like that all day. I felt bad, and, of course, went anyway. She knows how to make me feel bad enough to go with them even if I don’t really want to. Yeah, okay, that’s something really mean to not want to go to, but it’s just that I also wanted to say bye to my buddy who I’ll probably never see again. But I went over the night before (in the friggin rain) just in case I wasn’t able to stay home. That was pretty cool. We just sat by the garage and talked for a couple hours. Then I just kinda left because it was getting late, dark, and it looked like it was really about to pour. Then yesterday, we came back into town about 9:15, and I’m looking out around town as we passed, and damn it, there’s the stupid train station. I was doing pretty good just talking to my mom and brother, and then that friggin train station reminded me. I didn’t say anything, of course. If I had, my brother (or mom, even) would have said something annoying like “I think Meg has a boyfriend.” Damn it! I do not! That just pisses me off. My dad said the same thing when I came home the night before. They act like it’s impossible to be friends with a guy. Damn, people…
On a lighter note, I got ice cream! Haha! That’s about the only cool thing that happened yesterday. To be more specific, I got a French Silk Pie blizzard. Goooood stuff! Dang, now I’m in the mood for ice cream!
Until next time!
---Ciao-ciao!
THE MEG