Apr 08, 2005 17:57
Today was rocky.
My former best friend decided that she thinks she needs to lose 5 pounds, because suddenly, her Size 0 jeans are a little tight.
So of course as shes saying this I'm staring at the ground, pulling my sweatshirt as far down to my knees as possible, way over my Size 12 jeans.
She proceeds to start saying how fat she is and how her boyfriend is going to hate her because shes fat.
I wanted to scream at her and tear her head off.
She is worried about 5 fucking pounds. I wish I was worried about 5 pounds instead of 50 pounds.
She just makes me so angry!!
I'm down 1 1/2 pounds..
I didn't go to the gym yesterday or today because my knees are really bothering me because of the humidity and the crazy 75 degree weather one day 45 degree weather the next thing thats been going on all week.
I'm not sleeping enough either. Whenever I'm awake, I'm really hungry. When I sleep and wake up at crazy hours, I'm just really, really, really thirsty. So I drink a liter of water, and go back to sleep.
Today is the first day that I've made it all the way through a fast.
Next thing to conquer- 2 days of fasting.