breathing deeply
so first off Merry Christmas !!
i kno its a bit late lol but ive bin busy hahahah
so what have i bin up tho may u ask!
- well theres first off Christmas itself ; i got a acoustic guitar so that mad me really happy and alot of gift certificates to the mall so thats a bonus shoelaces and my favourite Atticus sticker thats huge from kait and a really pretty bellybutton ring from liv which im wearing rite now! and a scraf and ace ventura pet detective from lauren!!! and best of all my brothers got a PS2! :) im hooked to it all ready!
- sso many relatives to visit!
- big fucking snow storm me and lauren chilled all that day by running back and forth threw the snow haah to eachothers houses for food and to watch movies (grind, mulan,napoline dynamite)
- went boxing day shopping yesterday got a "famous stars and straps" black tshirt (moms making me take it back tho:( ) and a black blouse , both things from West49 and then i got a new cheap bellybutton ring from Ardene hahah i like it tho,and black eyeshadow cause i was running low on blackness haha
fuck man after the mall me and kait went down to jessicas rite to chill with jamie jessica and shannon and my parents were like calling me every other minute asking me where we were and like asking me when we were getting home and why lauren wasnt with us and a bunch of shit like that but when we met up with them we smoke a joint then went to her basement and drank a quart of smirnoff vodka it was so good . i was the best night of my life hahaha cause ive never really gotten that drunk before and then plus with 2 joints on the top of it it was sso bomb!!
- but....yes theres always a but....
when we got home my parents could smell the booze off of me and the smoke and so after mom drove kait home they like yelled at me for like 2 hours and im trying my hardest to be sober and talk and walk straight i think i did pretty good with that so after the talking was done they said they wouldnt ever have the same amount of trust for me again and parent shit like that i went to my room and tryed to go to sleep but when ur drunk sleeps the last thing from ur mind fuck i was trying to lay there but i had the spins so fuckin bad so it took me like 3 hours to finall fall asleep then i woke up at fucking 6 cause my head was hurting so i couldnt get back to sleep again and god it was horrible
the weird thing is though i dont care about what my parents said at all they needed to kno sooner or later so i guess it was for the best and its not like they went teenagers before in there life time so spit on them!
Kait, Jamie, Jessica,Shannon I love you girls so much, you rock my socks off!
- going to Jamies for NEW YEARS i cant wait its gonna be so awsome, no drugs or liquor so its gonna be fun! so many people think you cant have fun without those things but you really can and this party will prove that! i have a good feeling about it!
well i must go and injoy another awkward moment with my parents so taker easy and injoy life to its fullest hahaha yea it was time for a cheesy quote so i used it.x
LAH-HOO-ZAH-HER