Mar 18, 2008 00:03
argh fucking stress!!! rantrantrant
okay utility bills coming thru yet they al tried to charge us shit loads so got that sorted, jus cnt aford to pay ne thing ne ways got no money havnt even gotton easter eggs yet not even for draven, also moms bday is 3weeks away like and NEED to get her prezzie then my bday is week after and looks like it gonna be complete shite as wnt b able to celebrate, seems it getting worse each year!...
stew stil cnt even try to find a job as the truck still isnt runnin, a kind kind machanic guy came down on saturday to help put al engine back together but shew us what was another thing wrong, we 4t a bad squeekin was a belt but its the bottom pullie which also charges up the batts which the bad condition cud explain y they keep going flat, so that needs to be changed yet finding one seems a fucking nightmare, was hoping to get 1 2day but a scrap yard fuckin lied to us 2day bout havin a hi-lux surf in..fucking twats!
ne ways fund guy on ebay rippin part his hi-lux, so hes checking how much postage shall be, stew doesnt wanna pay more than £30 4 the item n p.n.p as we also cnt aford much but coz how hard it is to get this percific item we need to get it of this guy lol so thankfully my daddy will help and pay it for us if needs be :-)
i keep feeling so run down and so fucking shit, i was doing really good for losing more weight yet al this stres is making me nuts, so ive started comfort fucking eating again, mainly choc mini rols n branstan sandwiches ughh.. but even tho i weigh the low part stil it feels like i look even fatter, ne ways enuf of weight probs..im also gettin lack of sleep too not that ive been sleepin wel for quite sum time now, medication not helping also run out nearly yet cnt get to docs plus dad cnt take me there as hes away on work frm 2mora for day or 2 so stew gna have to cycle to docs phamacy...lonnnnggg way.