Summer's gone, but you're still with me.
A lot happened since I updated last. I was stupid, and deserve my sentence (and grateful because it could've been a LOT worse): 8 weeks of rehab, 4 days a week 3 hours a day. I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later, I just wish I could've spent my last week of summer with my friends and not at the hospital. Stupid stupid me. But the good news is that I think I'll actually be okay. Eventually.
Nate and I are still together :).
Erica drives me to school since my parents know I'll just ditch if they let ME drive. Eh oh well.. it's not the end of the world. Plus, I get to spend mornings and afternoons with my Erica, and she gets to make me wake up really really early just so we can go to Starbucks. <333
Damn.. this BiPolar medicine fucks me up. One minute I'm content, the next I'm irritable and crabby. Stupid.
Madeline, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for being an immeture bitch after school. I was just pissed that you ignored me the whole day and waited until Liane and Kali were out of the way until you said hi to me. Plus I'm sure whenever my name comes up there's gossiping and shit, and I hate that gay ass drama. So if you want to say hi to me, do it in front of your friends. But I do appreciate the gesture. So thank you.
And... Hi.
Fuck high school.
This music reminds me of happy, simpler times. Why does life have to get so fucking complicated? Oh yeah, all those damned drama ho's. Pfft. That's why I hate high school, and hate girls. We're bitchy and whiny and enjoy stabbing our 'friends' in the back. Cool. What's next, though? Probably something equally stupid as what's going on right now. *Sigh* Stupid drama ho's... Though, everyone is guilty of starting drama now and then, including me. So I should stop being hypocritical and look at the bright side of things, right? The trouble is, I can't seem to find the sunshine amidst the rain.
Nate and I are still together :).
Erica drives me to school since my parents know I'll just ditch if they let ME drive. Eh oh well.. it's not the end of the world. Plus, I get to spend mornings and afternoons with my Erica, and she gets to make me wake up really really early just so we can go to Starbucks. <333
Damn.. this BiPolar medicine fucks me up. One minute I'm content, the next I'm irritable and crabby. Stupid.
Madeline, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for being an immeture bitch after school. I was just pissed that you ignored me the whole day and waited until Liane and Kali were out of the way until you said hi to me. Plus I'm sure whenever my name comes up there's gossiping and shit, and I hate that gay ass drama. So if you want to say hi to me, do it in front of your friends. But I do appreciate the gesture. So thank you.
And... Hi.
Fuck high school.
This music reminds me of happy, simpler times. Why does life have to get so fucking complicated? Oh yeah, all those damned drama ho's. Pfft. That's why I hate high school, and hate girls. We're bitchy and whiny and enjoy stabbing our 'friends' in the back. Cool. What's next, though? Probably something equally stupid as what's going on right now. *Sigh* Stupid drama ho's... Though, everyone is guilty of starting drama now and then, including me. So I should stop being hypocritical and look at the bright side of things, right? The trouble is, I can't seem to find the sunshine amidst the rain.