to many regrets for one hand

[_see_love_kill]

i never want to look back on my life and wish i had done something differently.
i want to always say that everything turned out exactly the way i wanted it or that i learned a important lesson from that experience.
But i dont feel like thats how things are working out.
i dont nessesarily believe in a soul mate.
but recently i've been wondering
what if there is
if so ...
if there is only one person that everyone is bonded to

... i know with no doubt that it was him
and that i missed my chance
i put no blame in an person thats not what im talking about
i just regret everything
and i dont know if ill ever feel the same towards another person as much as i want to

i just know that everythings been said and done and i've tried to move on
at the end of the day hes the one i still find myself thinking about