Aug 20, 2005 15:37
It's not that I am happy that they left, quite the contrary in fact. Though, thinking about how much my life will change is a refreshing thought for me today. I know I'm going to miss my best friends who moved to San Francisco, but I know that they will be happy, and them being gone is among the many changes that are happening in my world right now.
The impact of having to choose my future has hit me like a train. I realize how much shit I have to pull together now, and I'm almost in denial that this responsibility is being asked of me at all. I can't buy a pack of cigarettes, and there exists a curfew law of 10 o' clock PM that I'm still supposed to abide by. Thus, I'm astonished that I'm expected to have a good idea about what I want to do everyday for the rest of my life.
You know what I want to do everyday for the rest of my life? I want to do whatever the fuck I want.
Can I major in being awesome?