I"m broken...And I"m ready for, to pick up the pieces. Won't you direct me?
Ahhh...So today is a late start day and Mimi and her bro is picking me up. I really hope they aren't late! seirously! I would like them to be here by a good 9:30 or 9:35.....but heck! who knows! I best not be late!
So this morning before I got in the shower I got out some of my favorite christian cd's that I used to listen to soooooo much....thta I eventful got sick of them. Yah so I was listening to Stacie Orrico and then Kristy Sterling or w/e and gosh I just felt sooo good! I can't even describe. Like when I'm singing those songs it is as if I just let go of everything and I"m just there in a moment with him. NOthing else matters and the weight of all my burdens are gone. It's an amazing feeling I must say.
So today its gonna rain and I had a really cute outfit laid out....but I can't wear it now. Plus its hat day and I was gonna wear my Barbie trucker hat....but now I"m wearing my trucker babe hat. But I'll look like a wreck by the time I get to school....oh well! It is rain and I love rain.....so I'll be fine. The rain brings a new effect on people. You see a side you never saw before or never knew was available. It's like a door to your inner thoughts and feelings and can just be you. I LOVE rain!
Well yah...me and jacob had a really good talk last night and I guess his mom like loves me! yah yah! lol...I can't wait until after homecoming so everything will be sorted out! But I'm taking My MIMI! and AARON! and ASHLEY! and ASHLEY'S DATE! heck yes! lol...the 5 of us are gonna go 2 dinner and if anybody would like to join....feel free k?
So this morning before I got in the shower I got out some of my favorite christian cd's that I used to listen to soooooo much....thta I eventful got sick of them. Yah so I was listening to Stacie Orrico and then Kristy Sterling or w/e and gosh I just felt sooo good! I can't even describe. Like when I'm singing those songs it is as if I just let go of everything and I"m just there in a moment with him. NOthing else matters and the weight of all my burdens are gone. It's an amazing feeling I must say.
So today its gonna rain and I had a really cute outfit laid out....but I can't wear it now. Plus its hat day and I was gonna wear my Barbie trucker hat....but now I"m wearing my trucker babe hat. But I'll look like a wreck by the time I get to school....oh well! It is rain and I love rain.....so I'll be fine. The rain brings a new effect on people. You see a side you never saw before or never knew was available. It's like a door to your inner thoughts and feelings and can just be you. I LOVE rain!
Well yah...me and jacob had a really good talk last night and I guess his mom like loves me! yah yah! lol...I can't wait until after homecoming so everything will be sorted out! But I'm taking My MIMI! and AARON! and ASHLEY! and ASHLEY'S DATE! heck yes! lol...the 5 of us are gonna go 2 dinner and if anybody would like to join....feel free k?