grrr!
I'm really really upset. Like it's really hard 2 explain, but I went through so much work and stuff and then he didn't even anwser. And then I finally get ahold of someone and they hang up on me! I'm just really frustated and I want someone to talk 2.
Like I jsut sat @ him all day and people were having fun and I hardly got any calls....but mimi and ashley. thanks girls. Yeah but I just really wanna vent. Oooo and I need to say thanks to Annie because I really got 2 release my happiness to her and stuff I L-O-V-E-D talking 2 her again!
But like I just wanna cry now because things are sooooo good....yet so bad. and I just like wish I could talk 2 someone and cry and laugh and care and love and.....just totally let go and get lost. I loved yesterday sooo much because it rained. And when it rains I'm just fantastically in love. Like my friend Mimi came over and we rode bikes in the rain and walked home in the pouring rain and it was soo cold and rain was jsut coming down, but it was sooo beautiful. Like just feeling the rain fall down on you and looking in the mirror after. like you look terriblely awful....but u look so amazing. does that make sense? like u can see the real u just staring back at u. and she looks like she has been hidng but finally just stood in the rain and let everything go.....and somehow is still a beautiful person.
hmmm....incite-ful? I would say it was nice to say that and vent to myself in a way......but i still need a real life person.
oooo and ashley is gonna be here in like 5 minutes! yippeee!
and jake is amazing and is fixing my livejournal....I <3333 that kid now my journal is sooooo cute! thanks sooooo much! I <333 it and now nobody will have seizures anymore! hahaha....ooo and i shall sing u my redneck woman song.
<333 to all and feel free to call my cell so we can talk....and you dont jsut have 2 listen to me. ill listen 2.
jade! miss fashion guru! 623 330 5305
Like I jsut sat @ him all day and people were having fun and I hardly got any calls....but mimi and ashley. thanks girls. Yeah but I just really wanna vent. Oooo and I need to say thanks to Annie because I really got 2 release my happiness to her and stuff I L-O-V-E-D talking 2 her again!
But like I just wanna cry now because things are sooooo good....yet so bad. and I just like wish I could talk 2 someone and cry and laugh and care and love and.....just totally let go and get lost. I loved yesterday sooo much because it rained. And when it rains I'm just fantastically in love. Like my friend Mimi came over and we rode bikes in the rain and walked home in the pouring rain and it was soo cold and rain was jsut coming down, but it was sooo beautiful. Like just feeling the rain fall down on you and looking in the mirror after. like you look terriblely awful....but u look so amazing. does that make sense? like u can see the real u just staring back at u. and she looks like she has been hidng but finally just stood in the rain and let everything go.....and somehow is still a beautiful person.
hmmm....incite-ful? I would say it was nice to say that and vent to myself in a way......but i still need a real life person.
oooo and ashley is gonna be here in like 5 minutes! yippeee!
and jake is amazing and is fixing my livejournal....I <3333 that kid now my journal is sooooo cute! thanks sooooo much! I <333 it and now nobody will have seizures anymore! hahaha....ooo and i shall sing u my redneck woman song.
<333 to all and feel free to call my cell so we can talk....and you dont jsut have 2 listen to me. ill listen 2.
jade! miss fashion guru! 623 330 5305