Nov 09, 2004 18:19
I just walked past Angel, telling him he could go in. I had nothing to say to him, he's letting her ... be like this? Is he even trying to help Faith? Yeah, we were all with the you know, hate, killing, coma, but geez, she's still Faith. My sister slayer. When she broke down, I realized everything in the past didn't matter. The only thing that mattered was helping her, getting her back. I need to call Giles, get him over here and explain to me everything about Orpheus. That's what is making her crazy.
Walking back to the hotel, all that's going through my mind is how Faith is dying. She can't slay, she can't think and Angel is just having her sit there. I offered to bring her back with me while we work on this, but she wanted to stay with him. Of course she would, he's Angel, he's supposed to help, but I don't see him all with the helping.
Getting in the elevator, I ride it all the way up to my room. I run down the hall and open the door, walking inside. Riley isn't here. Not important. I walk over to my bag, getting out Giles' cell phone number. I call that first and leave a message for him to call me. Then call Riley's cell, telling him he needs to come up here.
It's going to be too late, I know it. I just have that deep feeling that something isn't right, that it's not going to be right, or maybe I'm feeling Faith and her pain. Well, Riley and I wanted something to do, and now we have something. Fix Faith and put her back together again. When I saw her, crying to me, I just wished for a moment that she called me a name, belittled me just so it would be Faith. I look down at my hands, trying not to cry. I can't lose it right now, I can't. I won't.
I hear someone knocking on my door, and I look up, relieved. Walking to the door, I take a deep breath, then open it, "Thank God you're here."
(open for Riley and Giles)