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some where
out there
over the rainbow
its where she is
and some where
out there
she doesnt worry
cuz she lives in paradise
where the sun always shines
and the weather is nice
but right now
im living without her
life isnt right
its been 15 years and still no sign
a needle in a hay stack is easier to find
but shes out there somewhere
where the grass is allways green
and wher ei live it seems leik
the pathway is harder than it seems
with no outlet signs
and speeding fines
ripped and torn up tires
and broken phone line wires
and where she is
yes where she lives
theres always a solution
and no polution
ppl sing songs
the birds chirp along
yea, somewhere over the rainbow
idn kinda relaly sux ass if u ask me but u know writers block for a year hasnt helped much. i kinda lost all sense of writing.
her eyes inspire
they're filled wiht desire
and i wouldnt be suprised if she were an angel
ive seen her in my dreams
and in person its just liek it seems
she has no intrest in who i am
haunted by a nightmare
its kind of like i dont care
but i think i really do
the reason myheart moves is for you
in the dreams you tell me you love me
and i finally have a moment of clarity
"i just know it was meant to be"
you say it over and over
i figure it was all made up
and this will only hppen at night
three thirty blood shot eyes
and i rmeeber when i lay down
withotu a soudn
i begin 2 dream of a better life
a full sleep at night
no more broken dreams
not another fght
and right now it seems
life wouldnt be so bad in a coma
wow dude cant wrtie for shit nemore lol im gonana leave the writing 2 u ryan cuz ive lost the talent.
well lets see
wensday i got up at leik 12 somethign and then i leik took a shower and stuff then ryan came over we hugn out till like 11 and then hill called eema nd we tlkaed 4 a litle as i made cookies. im leik obbsessed with makin cookies ntw cuz they fuckin rock. so then like we talked a lil and then we got off and she wa sgoanna call me b4 she fell asleep.
so then i started tlakin 2 my cuz botu holiday valley and shit cuz we were gonana go today. btu then some1 canceled their ride last ngitht at 11:30 to go hang with a grl. so we have no ride there now. so we call up brianana and see fi she wantted 2 go and she said sure. so now we still need a ride. well i ask my mom and she says shell think about it. then liek i went to bed early leik 4. withitn that tiem span, hill calle dbefore she went 2 bed and ryan an brigid and me tlkaed 4 a lil
so i wka eup at leik 11:50 thanx 2 myy alarm on my phoen and so i go downstairs and i come back upa nd my phoen rings. is ryan an brgiid seeign if we got a ride and 2 wake me up. so i keep askin my mom shes undesided yada yada. finally she syas ok and then meghan fucks up the plans lol cuz shes a loser and all:-b. so then we FINALLY leave the house at leik 4 and we go and get ryan and brigid. then leik by 4:30 we got ryan and brigid and brianna. so were on my way. well all my goo d music is on ym ipod leik my metal and indie and rock and punk and emo and yada yada ina nutshell all my good shit isnt on cds. so of coars eeveyr1 has 2 listen 2 my big ass rap collection of cds lol. well fianlly afetr a long ass time of driving we finally get there. it wasnt that late i guess.
so i go get my rentals and shti and we go otu and go down tannonbon and shti and we do candy cane ad all those hills. then we decide 2 do the rail park.
so ryan starts off and he does leik really good. then i try. wlel when i do rils, i leik 2 get speed and whne i go off the jump i liek 2 get air and land on the rail. this beign my seocnd time doing rails , i knew id knew id mess up. so i go with a lot of speed and i just luanched off the ramp. well i hit my ass on the rail and jsut slid down it lol...and every1 thoguth i was so good at rails..i woudl be if i took my time. so lets see. every1 was like omg r u ok. and i wa slike im fine it wasnt bad at all cuz it didnt hurt.
so i try a secodn time. i just fucking mess up again and when i finlly hit the gorund after like wiping otu baddly, i do like 2 fucking windmills in the air on my head, neck. lol it was fun.
well we go down and i realize im having trouble pedaling. like i thoguth i hit my head really hard. so we get on the lift to cindy's to go to the half pipe. on the lift, i knowtice my front binding i s facing inward.
so im just like o fuck is that supposed 2 b like that and every1 was liek uhh no..and im like FUCK this is my third time outta 9 where i have 2 get a rental fixed. i want a sticker that say: "I Break Rental Boards For A Living." so im like o ill b fine going down. i didnt relaly have that much of a prob it was a lil harder 2 turn but i could still et the job done u know?
so we go 2 the half pipe, that is me and ryan cuz brigid and brianna missed the path lol...so me nd ryan try it. i wnet up and i just fucking fell at the top becuz it was all ice. i landed on my right arm under me even tho i fell on my back lol...like i got 1 side done cuz its kind of like skateboarding.
so we finish that and i go 2 the rental shop and get the board fixed lol...then we go 2 get food at the lodge
well brianna was waiting for the dude 2 come back cuz he wlaked away when she was tlaking to him and i was goign 2 get my drink with ryan so im like "Brianna, just shout otu YO BITCH GET BACK OVER HERE IM TLKAING TO YOU" and right when i say it some 20 year old grl walked right in the way of my words, so to speak, and she turns aroudn jaw bout 2 drop botu 2 slap me and i w alsike o fuck no no not u my friend...i was tlaking 2 my friend. omg it was so funyn and tryans leik whatd u say and im leik i just said...and he just starts cracking up lol cuz it was really funny.
well then we went back ont he hillsl i fell liek 2 times and then like brigids dad go t there so we got our shit and left.
on the way home i was just listening 2 my ipod and talking about some good bands...though im sure the ppl in the car didnt knwo that iw as into the good shit and not just rap lol.
well my back started hurting in the car cuz it randomly justhurts and like i strat to egt mad but i didnt get mad then like its u know like someitmes ah its sooo annoying. well neways i fell asleep listening to tbs at full volume cuz im fucking deaf. well i got dropped off last and stuff and idn i got home and realized 2day was just fucking amazing chillin with ppl and snowbaording and eating...u just cant beat that seriously o yea and plus there was no crowd what so ever which made it aamzing.
i came hoem and of coarse other ppl want to try and give me shit and im just not gonna take it nemore. its just not gonana work nemore. im not gonna listen 2 ppl give me shit abotu things that r really fuuckin retarded but yea ima go get reayd for bed go 2 bed early again lol its 4 but thats early for me
out there
over the rainbow
its where she is
and some where
out there
she doesnt worry
cuz she lives in paradise
where the sun always shines
and the weather is nice
but right now
im living without her
life isnt right
its been 15 years and still no sign
a needle in a hay stack is easier to find
but shes out there somewhere
where the grass is allways green
and wher ei live it seems leik
the pathway is harder than it seems
with no outlet signs
and speeding fines
ripped and torn up tires
and broken phone line wires
and where she is
yes where she lives
theres always a solution
and no polution
ppl sing songs
the birds chirp along
yea, somewhere over the rainbow
idn kinda relaly sux ass if u ask me but u know writers block for a year hasnt helped much. i kinda lost all sense of writing.
her eyes inspire
they're filled wiht desire
and i wouldnt be suprised if she were an angel
ive seen her in my dreams
and in person its just liek it seems
she has no intrest in who i am
haunted by a nightmare
its kind of like i dont care
but i think i really do
the reason myheart moves is for you
in the dreams you tell me you love me
and i finally have a moment of clarity
"i just know it was meant to be"
you say it over and over
i figure it was all made up
and this will only hppen at night
three thirty blood shot eyes
and i rmeeber when i lay down
withotu a soudn
i begin 2 dream of a better life
a full sleep at night
no more broken dreams
not another fght
and right now it seems
life wouldnt be so bad in a coma
wow dude cant wrtie for shit nemore lol im gonana leave the writing 2 u ryan cuz ive lost the talent.
well lets see
wensday i got up at leik 12 somethign and then i leik took a shower and stuff then ryan came over we hugn out till like 11 and then hill called eema nd we tlkaed 4 a litle as i made cookies. im leik obbsessed with makin cookies ntw cuz they fuckin rock. so then like we talked a lil and then we got off and she wa sgoanna call me b4 she fell asleep.
so then i started tlakin 2 my cuz botu holiday valley and shit cuz we were gonana go today. btu then some1 canceled their ride last ngitht at 11:30 to go hang with a grl. so we have no ride there now. so we call up brianana and see fi she wantted 2 go and she said sure. so now we still need a ride. well i ask my mom and she says shell think about it. then liek i went to bed early leik 4. withitn that tiem span, hill calle dbefore she went 2 bed and ryan an brigid and me tlkaed 4 a lil
so i wka eup at leik 11:50 thanx 2 myy alarm on my phoen and so i go downstairs and i come back upa nd my phoen rings. is ryan an brgiid seeign if we got a ride and 2 wake me up. so i keep askin my mom shes undesided yada yada. finally she syas ok and then meghan fucks up the plans lol cuz shes a loser and all:-b. so then we FINALLY leave the house at leik 4 and we go and get ryan and brigid. then leik by 4:30 we got ryan and brigid and brianna. so were on my way. well all my goo d music is on ym ipod leik my metal and indie and rock and punk and emo and yada yada ina nutshell all my good shit isnt on cds. so of coars eeveyr1 has 2 listen 2 my big ass rap collection of cds lol. well fianlly afetr a long ass time of driving we finally get there. it wasnt that late i guess.
so i go get my rentals and shti and we go otu and go down tannonbon and shti and we do candy cane ad all those hills. then we decide 2 do the rail park.
so ryan starts off and he does leik really good. then i try. wlel when i do rils, i leik 2 get speed and whne i go off the jump i liek 2 get air and land on the rail. this beign my seocnd time doing rails , i knew id knew id mess up. so i go with a lot of speed and i just luanched off the ramp. well i hit my ass on the rail and jsut slid down it lol...and every1 thoguth i was so good at rails..i woudl be if i took my time. so lets see. every1 was like omg r u ok. and i wa slike im fine it wasnt bad at all cuz it didnt hurt.
so i try a secodn time. i just fucking mess up again and when i finlly hit the gorund after like wiping otu baddly, i do like 2 fucking windmills in the air on my head, neck. lol it was fun.
well we go down and i realize im having trouble pedaling. like i thoguth i hit my head really hard. so we get on the lift to cindy's to go to the half pipe. on the lift, i knowtice my front binding i s facing inward.
so im just like o fuck is that supposed 2 b like that and every1 was liek uhh no..and im like FUCK this is my third time outta 9 where i have 2 get a rental fixed. i want a sticker that say: "I Break Rental Boards For A Living." so im like o ill b fine going down. i didnt relaly have that much of a prob it was a lil harder 2 turn but i could still et the job done u know?
so we go 2 the half pipe, that is me and ryan cuz brigid and brianna missed the path lol...so me nd ryan try it. i wnet up and i just fucking fell at the top becuz it was all ice. i landed on my right arm under me even tho i fell on my back lol...like i got 1 side done cuz its kind of like skateboarding.
so we finish that and i go 2 the rental shop and get the board fixed lol...then we go 2 get food at the lodge
well brianna was waiting for the dude 2 come back cuz he wlaked away when she was tlaking to him and i was goign 2 get my drink with ryan so im like "Brianna, just shout otu YO BITCH GET BACK OVER HERE IM TLKAING TO YOU" and right when i say it some 20 year old grl walked right in the way of my words, so to speak, and she turns aroudn jaw bout 2 drop botu 2 slap me and i w alsike o fuck no no not u my friend...i was tlaking 2 my friend. omg it was so funyn and tryans leik whatd u say and im leik i just said...and he just starts cracking up lol cuz it was really funny.
well then we went back ont he hillsl i fell liek 2 times and then like brigids dad go t there so we got our shit and left.
on the way home i was just listening 2 my ipod and talking about some good bands...though im sure the ppl in the car didnt knwo that iw as into the good shit and not just rap lol.
well my back started hurting in the car cuz it randomly justhurts and like i strat to egt mad but i didnt get mad then like its u know like someitmes ah its sooo annoying. well neways i fell asleep listening to tbs at full volume cuz im fucking deaf. well i got dropped off last and stuff and idn i got home and realized 2day was just fucking amazing chillin with ppl and snowbaording and eating...u just cant beat that seriously o yea and plus there was no crowd what so ever which made it aamzing.
i came hoem and of coarse other ppl want to try and give me shit and im just not gonna take it nemore. its just not gonana work nemore. im not gonna listen 2 ppl give me shit abotu things that r really fuuckin retarded but yea ima go get reayd for bed go 2 bed early again lol its 4 but thats early for me