tobacco is whacko
seriously.
after spending the better part of two days in Oakville, i've come to the conclusion that Oakville is the worst place ever.
maybe even worse than Huntsville, and that's saying a lot.
seems i worry about the future before i consider the present.
that's probably normal, i don't know.
but because of this, i'm unable to be happy with what i have around me unless i can see a future in it. and because i don't want to stay in Toronto, i can't be happy until i leave.
even though i have friends and such here now, i can't be content to stay because i know that it's just a matter of time until i leave them anyway.
does that seem rational?
i don't know.
it's annoying how no matter how well my life seems to be going, i'll still occasionally have one of those days where i think everyone is against me.
after spending the better part of two days in Oakville, i've come to the conclusion that Oakville is the worst place ever.
maybe even worse than Huntsville, and that's saying a lot.
seems i worry about the future before i consider the present.
that's probably normal, i don't know.
but because of this, i'm unable to be happy with what i have around me unless i can see a future in it. and because i don't want to stay in Toronto, i can't be happy until i leave.
even though i have friends and such here now, i can't be content to stay because i know that it's just a matter of time until i leave them anyway.
does that seem rational?
i don't know.
it's annoying how no matter how well my life seems to be going, i'll still occasionally have one of those days where i think everyone is against me.