Apr 16, 2006 23:57
Went to see Lucky Number Slevin last night with Craig.
I liked it. Yes, yes I did. A bit predictable. But fun.
We saw a preview for a movie... Pulse, I think it was called. Or something like that.
It looked scary. Yes it did.
I've had so much sugar today. I feel nauseous.
In fact, I didn't have that much. But just thinking about chocolate right now...
Eww. No. I never liked chocolate that much anyways.
I guess I'd never make a good doctor. And I'm starting to think I'm not gonna be that great of a nurse either. Pretty much because... I always feel guilty for not seeing something coming. Or seeing it coming and not be able to do anything about it. Or not saying the right things or asking the right questions. I don't think about it right on the spot. But then I think about it afterwards and it kills me. Some people will say "This is totally normal. You're a beginner. You can't blame yourself for not knowing." That's the problem. I wish I knew. But I don't.
(sigh)
You know, when you think someone isn't really attractive. And all of a sudden, this person finds a boyfriend. And other guys have crushes on her. Sometimes, you wonder... WTF? There, I said it.
Then there's another type of people. The people who think they're not good looking or not intelligent enough or not good enough or not whatever enough to get someone else. And are still totally stuck on their ex's who are totally ...err.. not.. nice.. (well, from what you've heard) and who just refuse to see that the ex is like that?
Well, yeah. Sometimes you wish you could make them understand. Because you care a lot about those people. There. I said it too.
That being said, I'm all emo these days. And I hate it. I'm not feeling too good. Sometimes, Craig says some weird stuff that creep me out a little. But I don't mention it because I assume he's just kidding, because he's laughing (..which is a good thing, right?)..
Some things need to change. I'm really not liking this. Me. Yes.
You know what else I hate?
"Sounding blonde". Everytime I'm stressed out, I act like it, I know. I'm clumsy, I say nerdy/stupid stuff... And since I'm pretty much stressed out all the time, well, you get the picture.
(sigh).
Okay I think I officially need a vacation.