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So I'm moving into Butler tomorrow. It really hit me a few days ago that even if I come back to living in this house, it won't ever be quite the same again after living independently, on campus. I am trying to keep the memory of how it feels right now. I'm packing up the last-minute things like shampoo and soaps...I can't seem to find my little makeup bag anywhere. Oh well. I also can't find one of my Charlotte Church albums.
I haven't posted much lately because I've been doing a lot of writing in my tangible journal instead. Every time I go back to it, whether it's been a day, a week, a month, many months (as is often the case), it feels like an old friend that I can just collapse into w/o fear of blame or condemnation.
My last day at Applebee's was yesterday; I went and got my last check today. Everyone there was really nice to me, for the most part, and my favorite manager told me I would always have a job there, should I choose to come back. I felt really good that he said that, especially after this one time that I ate someone's order of chicken quesadillas by mistake...lmno. That's kind of a long story in and of itself, but the point is that I didn't do it on purpose! ^_^
I've been feeling the need for God a lot lately...and I know I'm going to lose this feeling too...but I'm trying to hang on to it while I can and try and make some sense out of my life. Someone once said to me that all it takes is "the want to want." And I think that's definitely where I'm at right now. But it's a start.
I haven't posted much lately because I've been doing a lot of writing in my tangible journal instead. Every time I go back to it, whether it's been a day, a week, a month, many months (as is often the case), it feels like an old friend that I can just collapse into w/o fear of blame or condemnation.
My last day at Applebee's was yesterday; I went and got my last check today. Everyone there was really nice to me, for the most part, and my favorite manager told me I would always have a job there, should I choose to come back. I felt really good that he said that, especially after this one time that I ate someone's order of chicken quesadillas by mistake...lmno. That's kind of a long story in and of itself, but the point is that I didn't do it on purpose! ^_^
I've been feeling the need for God a lot lately...and I know I'm going to lose this feeling too...but I'm trying to hang on to it while I can and try and make some sense out of my life. Someone once said to me that all it takes is "the want to want." And I think that's definitely where I'm at right now. But it's a start.