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I woke up this morning later than I had hoped to, jumped in the shower, got ready and grabbed my books to go to class. When I stepped outside Erin was standing in front of the door, so in a manly voice I said her name. She stopped me and dropped a complete bombshell on me. She said, "Have you talked to Spence? Do you know what is wrong with him? He missed both of his classes today and showed up at the end of them to turn in his work! He was supposed to have his medical papers in today but I don't know if he got them in so I don't know if he has to leave or not!" My mouth dropped and my heart got really heavy for Mikey Ry. Tears welled up in my eyes, so I went to class and sat down and felt blank. I didn't know what to think or do...so I just sat there with tears in my eyes trying to push them out of the way so people wouldnt ask me what was wrong. So I was sitting in English class thinking about how I didn't want to be in class so I could find him and talk to him about what was going on, when he knocked on the door and came into class. I thanked God so much when I saw him! Then after class I waited for him but had to leave because I didn't want to be late for Chapel, so I went to Chapel and guess who was missing? Mikey Ry. A million thoughts were running through my head...is he okay? is he packing? is he meeting with somebody to talk about his medical forms? I couldn't figure it out and my heart was aching for him. So I did what I felt lead to do...prayed, hard for an hour for him. Tears in my eyes and a heavy heart the whole time. But then I looked down and saw my Bible sitting on the floor, so I picked it up and God lead me Proverbs 3 which talks about trusting the Lord. Everybody and their child knows Proverbs 3:5, including me so I was surprised when that's what God called me to read more than anything.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding."
That put everything that I was feeling at ease and I said, "Okay God, I get it! Thank you!"
So, even though Mikey Ry doesnt have his forms in, and he may very well leave this afternoon, or come home with me for the weekend, depending on what happens...I'm at peace about it because it's God's will. I also trust that every single freshman here was called here for a purpose, so if Mikey Ry is here, it's because God wants him here, and if God want's him here, God will keep him here.
Tonight, I have outstation, which should be interesting. I don't know what to expect yet. We'll see.
I have to clean the bathrooms today, which I'm getting really tired of! I keep telling myself that God is trying to teach me something by having to clean the bathrooms all the stinking time, but it doesn't stop me from being annoyed and irritated with having to do it like 3 times a week sometimes.
I miss Andrea.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding."
That put everything that I was feeling at ease and I said, "Okay God, I get it! Thank you!"
So, even though Mikey Ry doesnt have his forms in, and he may very well leave this afternoon, or come home with me for the weekend, depending on what happens...I'm at peace about it because it's God's will. I also trust that every single freshman here was called here for a purpose, so if Mikey Ry is here, it's because God wants him here, and if God want's him here, God will keep him here.
Tonight, I have outstation, which should be interesting. I don't know what to expect yet. We'll see.
I have to clean the bathrooms today, which I'm getting really tired of! I keep telling myself that God is trying to teach me something by having to clean the bathrooms all the stinking time, but it doesn't stop me from being annoyed and irritated with having to do it like 3 times a week sometimes.
I miss Andrea.