Aug 23, 2005 01:12
I wish that I could remember every moment exactly the way it happened so I could have the scents, the touches, the sound of peoples voices, the expression on faces...I don't want to forget any of it.
I try everytime I'm with him to memorize him...his expressions, his voice, his smell, his smile, his eyes, his hair, his moles, his hands...especially his hands, but they change so constantly it's almost impossible to. 2 more days and all I'll have for a while is just pictures of him...that look like him but dont capture him at all...not even close. Sure they capture him, but there is so much beauty all over him...inside and out that it's impossible to capture.
I don't know what I'm going to do without being 6 minutes away from him.