Don't read this if you don't want to hear what the hell I have to say,
My heart is really broken. But I guess thats how you wanted it...as a matter of fact, i know it is. But instead of having a 'pitty party' for myself, I am merely going to shoot out your knees. Then you'll know a small part of the pain I feel every. fucking. day. THANK GOD for my spirituality. Though I have slipped, God is amazing, and people really shouldnt judge Christ by others, but by the relationship you can really have with Him. He's amazing. We just don't bother in this generation to take the time to try and get to know him. I know, I know, it sounds like preaching, but is really not. Try it sometime, okay? 'Cause I GUARENTEE you'll be more fufilled. Its almost like a small little God shaped area in our hearts that can't be filled by anything else. Well, thats kinda how I see it anyways.
Ok anyways...enough preaching for the day, haha. Question for all you guys: What would you do if someone you were involved with...secretly....tried to blackmail you? In other words, if you now currently have a BF and this other guy comes back outta nowhere saying something to the effect of "suck my cock you bitch, or im telling everyone everything that happend between us blah blah blah" AND most of it being lies, ofcourse....what would you do? I told him to go fuck off...pretty much. I don't know if he has said anything. But i'm a bloody virgin for cryin out loud, and everyone knows that. It's kinda funny though, people are like "shhh...don't say anyhting, but that girl Julia? She's a virgin!!!" Yep, I am, and by choice thank ya. It goes along with the for mentioned spiritual part above. In other words, i'm not going to do that, especially with someone I don't even love. I don't know, it feels wrong in a way to tell him to rot rot rot. Any opinions????
*JULIA
Ok anyways...enough preaching for the day, haha. Question for all you guys: What would you do if someone you were involved with...secretly....tried to blackmail you? In other words, if you now currently have a BF and this other guy comes back outta nowhere saying something to the effect of "suck my cock you bitch, or im telling everyone everything that happend between us blah blah blah" AND most of it being lies, ofcourse....what would you do? I told him to go fuck off...pretty much. I don't know if he has said anything. But i'm a bloody virgin for cryin out loud, and everyone knows that. It's kinda funny though, people are like "shhh...don't say anyhting, but that girl Julia? She's a virgin!!!" Yep, I am, and by choice thank ya. It goes along with the for mentioned spiritual part above. In other words, i'm not going to do that, especially with someone I don't even love. I don't know, it feels wrong in a way to tell him to rot rot rot. Any opinions????
*JULIA