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[_save_me_xl3]

i can feel and see it all around
theres love with everyone i see
but wheres this emotion
when i need it for me?
i kno this may seem selfish
or it may seem mean
but nobody understands
my sorrow thats unseen
ive prayed that someone would love me
for who i am inside
bu the sad thing is that
no one would ever love... not even for whats outside
i hate myself
cant you see?
im not at all comfortable
being me
so i hide away in me shell
where love can never break through
but i pray that it would some day
that i could be with you
so ill make my last selfish plea
of wanting love
just once for me...