my life is inundated with people's bullshit right now
I am seriously sick of the bullshit people spew on a day-to-day basis. So much of our human interactions lack any decent amount of substance and after a while it becomes incredibly tiring. People seem to be much more comfortable interacting on these superficial levels, and while I can understand that, I am becoming increasingly tired of it. Surface interactions only go so far; I would much rather be challenged, influenced, or deeply affected. There's just so much bullshit all the time and while these trifling engagements can be enjoyable, they just become so worn out and behaviors become so transparent. We oft look for a certain amount of emotional sustenance when we engage in personal interactions but the rules of social behavior often promote interaction which leaves this desire unfulfilled. There is just so much we don't get out of these petty interactions. I honestly don't see the point anymore.