You dis allowed comments for your most recent post and just had to reply, I thought maybe I could catch you in an IM but you have non listed. So I have to reply here.
Honey, I know what your going through. Having a baby so young is hard. I was 19. But I can tell you this. Just the fact that you feel that way, that you don't "derserve her" shows how much you really care about her, and anyone who cares that much really does derserves their child. The first year is the hardest. There were times where I felt sooooo guilty because I felt the same and I though "maybe I should have gotten an abortion (which I don't believe in) or put her up for adoption". And I feel so guilty about those thoughts but I'm sure every young unexpected mother ends up feeling that way soon or later. It will get eaiser, I promise. And there will be times where your just soooo happy to have her in your life and the fact that she's all yours.
You need to try your best to focus on the positive things and not the negitives. No mother is perfect and every mother will feel they arn't good enough, even if they don't admit it. The way you talk about her I can tell that you love her, and that's all you really have to have, love.
I feel for you, I really do. If you EVER need to talk or if your having a rough time, please feel free to contact me anyway you can. I'm here to talk whenever you need. Cheer up. You have a beautiful little girl with the most beautiful name (heh). I'm more than postive you are and will be a great mother.
Thanks. It's really nice that you post that. Kinda feels good that someone might understand because it seems like no one does. I love my baby. I really do. It's just hard. I'm only 13 and it's not just taking care of her. It's just everything. My life is shit. I don't know if you read stuff I wrote about my dad or anything. My life just sucks. No body seems to ever care.
Honey, I know what your going through. Having a baby so young is hard. I was 19. But I can tell you this. Just the fact that you feel that way, that you don't "derserve her" shows how much you really care about her, and anyone who cares that much really does derserves their child. The first year is the hardest. There were times where I felt sooooo guilty because I felt the same and I though "maybe I should have gotten an abortion (which I don't believe in) or put her up for adoption". And I feel so guilty about those thoughts but I'm sure every young unexpected mother ends up feeling that way soon or later. It will get eaiser, I promise. And there will be times where your just soooo happy to have her in your life and the fact that she's all yours.
You need to try your best to focus on the positive things and not the negitives. No mother is perfect and every mother will feel they arn't good enough, even if they don't admit it. The way you talk about her I can tell that you love her, and that's all you really have to have, love.
I feel for you, I really do. If you EVER need to talk or if your having a rough time, please feel free to contact me anyway you can. I'm here to talk whenever you need. Cheer up. You have a beautiful little girl with the most beautiful name (heh). I'm more than postive you are and will be a great mother.
(((hugs)))
Reply
I love my baby. I really do. It's just hard. I'm only 13 and it's not just taking care of her. It's just everything. My life is shit. I don't know if you read stuff I wrote about my dad or anything. My life just sucks. No body seems to ever care.
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment