Jun 06, 2003 18:05
So I haven't updated in a long time. Since Valentine's day. Because I was sick of people saying stupid shit on the comments page and starting Lame wars. And now I have to vent....just because it pisses the holy crap out of me. I just want to say....DAMN am I so totally stoked that I'm leaving this school. And this community. I cannot wait to leave all these stupid people. Yeah for me. I will however miss Seong and Jeni, Talya and Mandy. They're great. But for everyone else....like Sharann Derksen, Rachel Russell, Amy Schuck, and supid annoymous posters, and gross mean people in drama.....I will not miss you one bit. Man I sound like a total bitch right now. I don't care.
Doing stuff to upset yur parents....that's pretty bad sometimes. I thought i could be a rebel and not care. But making a stupid mistake like smoking as long as I did.....man....I regret it more than I can possibly say. Mom keeps holding it against me and stopped trusting me. Can I blame her? nope. It's noone's fault but mine.I regret it. I would do anything to take itback. I love my mom and feel like shit that I upset her so much everyday.
I have the best boyfriendin the ENTIRE frickin world. Wow. How am I so lucky to have him? He spoils me rotten. I want to marry hiM!!! lalalala. it's been 4 months and 2 days. Wow. That's great. His longest relationship. I know we're going to last. We're too perfect for each other. He's justfrickin amazing. Rar.
I can't wait for graduation. Wow. I'm excited. I wish I could punch a couple of people intheir faces before I go to college. But doesn't sound like tat could happen. Darn.