what's wrong with me?
Lately....my depression has been a roller coaster. Simply out of control. I take my pills...but I still have mini panic attacks. I can't control my crying. It sucks. Good thing I have Tyler. He takes care of me. I love him.
Tyler took me and rachel up Angeles crest to a little cafe in the mountains called hidden springs cafe. It's a really cute place. So homey. It was great. We got fresh air. We escaped from our really crappy morning with family. It's soooo beautiful up there. Tyler's friend Brandon lives up there. His dad owns the cafe, so Brandon came and hung out. He took us on a tour of his home and stuff. Brandon is soooo funny. He really lightened up rachel and my attitude from previous home problems. it was awesome.
Last night, Tyler let me go with him to Rocky Cola with all his friends for Brian's last night in town. (that's almost a Ben Folds song title...."Steven's last night in town." wow) It was soooo fun. His friends are all older and TOTALLY HILLARIOUS! I loved it. And Then tyler and I and Tim went to Ty's house to watch Billy Madison. hm. Funny movie. Adam Sandler is a funny funny guy. It was stupid humor, but it was funny. I enjoyed laughing. Last night was just a whole bunch of laughing and it was a nice change.
After that rachel, me and tyler sat on my bed til 2 in the morning eating saltine crackers and talking. It was a lot of fun. I'm so glad Tyler's like one of the family. That's really important to me.
muah!
Tyler took me and rachel up Angeles crest to a little cafe in the mountains called hidden springs cafe. It's a really cute place. So homey. It was great. We got fresh air. We escaped from our really crappy morning with family. It's soooo beautiful up there. Tyler's friend Brandon lives up there. His dad owns the cafe, so Brandon came and hung out. He took us on a tour of his home and stuff. Brandon is soooo funny. He really lightened up rachel and my attitude from previous home problems. it was awesome.
Last night, Tyler let me go with him to Rocky Cola with all his friends for Brian's last night in town. (that's almost a Ben Folds song title...."Steven's last night in town." wow) It was soooo fun. His friends are all older and TOTALLY HILLARIOUS! I loved it. And Then tyler and I and Tim went to Ty's house to watch Billy Madison. hm. Funny movie. Adam Sandler is a funny funny guy. It was stupid humor, but it was funny. I enjoyed laughing. Last night was just a whole bunch of laughing and it was a nice change.
After that rachel, me and tyler sat on my bed til 2 in the morning eating saltine crackers and talking. It was a lot of fun. I'm so glad Tyler's like one of the family. That's really important to me.
muah!