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I'm happy now. A big weight has been lifted from my shoulders and I can't express how much it means to me. I'm sorry to the people that I hurt with my harsh words. I'm sorry Tyler that I took my anger out on you. It wasn't fair. You didn't deserve that. I just want to be cared for. I want people to know that I'm not screwing up my life. I'm a good kid. Ive got a good head on my shoulders...I'm not a crazy party girl. I'm nowhere near that. So it hurts when I feel associated with that. I feel great about my life right now. I've got a plan to save money, get straight a's, I've got a boyfriend that I can't see an end with, I hardly ever drink...when I do I don't get fucked up because I'm tired of that. I quit smoking. I hang out with quality people. My heart is in a good place because I'm understanding my own spirituality. I'm awesome. I want people to see that.