I've come to find that with myself, "I'm fine" means nothing is right.

[_sarahm]

Have you ever told someone that you love them, and had them say one of the following in response?

• "I'm sorry..."
• totally ignore it
• "I'm sorry Sarah, what do you want me to do?!" (I suppose not since your name is more than likely not Sarah)

I have...

and its becoming increasingly more difficult to be "ok with it" the next day, and pretend like

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[winnieatepooh]

boys suck, always have sucked, and always will suck.
and we sit and take it because we don't think we can do any better.
so we hide and cry as they live their lives like it's no big deal.
it's how the world works.
and no one can change it.
we think they're different but they're not.
and they never will be.

in other words, a-fucking-men, sarah.
i've realized this more and more as i see how much less i mean to him as the days go by.
it's a real smack in the face, to be honest.

you don't deserve it.
none of us do.
and no matter how many people will say it, you'll never do anything about it. you'll still hold on to that hope that maybe he'll change and things will be better than they are now.
i know how it feels, that's for sure.
just be grateful that he wants to be with you, that there is still something there that keeps him there.
he feels the connection that you've two got, and that you are good together. why he won't commit is something noone will ever be able to answer.

he obviously wants you with him or else he wouldn't waste his time.
you mean a lot to him whether it's obvious or not. you do.
he'll come around. because you are an amazing person who deserves so much.
and if he doesn't, then he'll never know what he was missing.

i'm sorry that this is so long!

[_sarahm]

oh dont' be sorry, it was nice
why are they so difficult?! i mean is it really that hard to be genuine?

i guess so...

thanks for the advice <3