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Jul 20, 2006 17:33

I have never done anything I've regretted up until now.

I've always considered myself to be a smart girl, made good decisions with the occasional slip, like normal. I think maybe I'm getting dumber...

And it's crazy how someone can be so in love with another person, and that person can feel nothing for them.

I just want to find someone that I can reciprocate good feelings with.
Is that so much to ask?
Right now, everyone just wants to fuck me...sorry for the vulgarity there, but it's true. No one wants to hang out, go to the movies, do that old fashioned dating thing where a guy takes a girl out, pays, and then maybe, just maybe he'll get a kiss when he walks her to her door.

Heaven forbid people should date like that.
Now, a guy takes you to the movies and he's like, sooo, you wanna come to my place, or, sooo...the backseat of my car's pretty big...

you might laugh, I normally would, BUT I'VE HEARD IT! no lie...they said it.

Alyssa wants to set me up with this 28 year old, and we've already met and everything, and he's cute, I'd totally date him. He has a house, a hot tub, dogs, he's just awesome, but I don't know how he feels about my age.

Plus we've only met at work, he does the air conditioners and all that stuff while I'm working, so we've never really gotten to hang out or anything, so hopefully after we hang out a little we'll get a better idea of whether the age difference matters or not.

I guess I'm head waitress now at work. Everyone else is quitting, and Shirley's freaking out, she's like "Don't plan anything for August and September, I have wedding receptions every weekend, and I need you to bartend."

which is cool, but I'm going to be working every night bartending...I'm never going to have time to go out to the bars myself.

I'm going out tonight by the way. The Canadian is the place to be on Thursday nights.

Katie and I got matching corsets, so cute, and I got a new pair of shoes, and some new jewelry which will look totally hot.

Jared and Crispin and Josh are coming with us too. I'm pretty excited.
I am a little nervous that Jared will try and avoid me tonight though because of what happened between us. I think he thinks that I'm going to fall in love with him or something, but he's always been my dancing partner, so tonight could be weird.

I just want to dance...

haha, Dane Cook...
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