"rabbit"
why dont people leave comments in my livejournal.. does anyone even read about my life.. or do they skim over it.. I wouldnt even care if someone put "rabbit" in my journal.. at least then I knew I was loved. bitches... write comments.
so I went to work today... and got a phone call from my mom telling me that my uncle mikei got out of surgery and hes doing well.. I'm so scared. I really am. I got out of work.. and then my mom started saying how my aunt just wants to see my uncles eyes open.. and it makes me think of how much I want his eyes open too. like to see him back at my house bullshitting w/ my dad.. and making fun of everyone who comes thru my door. I started to cry really bad.. like so much that I almost threw up.. I didnt throw up tho.. Ive never cried that hard before in my life. but i bet I will again.. maybe harder. ok the end
so I went to work today... and got a phone call from my mom telling me that my uncle mikei got out of surgery and hes doing well.. I'm so scared. I really am. I got out of work.. and then my mom started saying how my aunt just wants to see my uncles eyes open.. and it makes me think of how much I want his eyes open too. like to see him back at my house bullshitting w/ my dad.. and making fun of everyone who comes thru my door. I started to cry really bad.. like so much that I almost threw up.. I didnt throw up tho.. Ive never cried that hard before in my life. but i bet I will again.. maybe harder. ok the end