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today i realized that as much as i want to think that im "unique"... im really quite average. i go about my day pretty much un noticed. and im not particularly good at anything. like... im not saying im bad at everything, but im pretty average at everything i set out to achieve. it kind of makes me sad. just in time for my audition. if i make this orchestra that im auditioning for i will be proving myself wrong, but for now, i feel pretty low and pretty much like... i dont really have a nitch or a place to belong. its kind of a bummer.