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do you ever feel like everything is just crumbling around you and you cant do a thing to stop it? or like everything is drifting and you have to chose what you hold onto cuz you cant catch everything at once, but you trying to so everything slips? do you ever feel like ranting but you dont think anyone wants to listen, they just say they do cuz they are supposed to cuz its not really all that apparent that they care sometimes? do you ever feel like crawling into a whole and never ever ever coming out of it again until your so fucked up you cant feel anything? do you ever start writing and you cant stop cuz your so pissed off and so hurt and so sad and you wanna cry but the tears just arent there cuz you have no feeling inside?
everything is fucked