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I'm not worried about finals, only the physics one. My brother said that it was ridiculously hard and it goes onto your college thing. I pretty much failed the midterm so i'll see what happens. I know i get good grades and i do well in school, but i fell like i'm not going to get where i want to be in life with the way i perform. I feel like everyone around me is doing so much better then me, even if i do good. I hate the feeling where i think i did really good on something but then you see everyone did better. It's not that i did bad and that i want to beat everyone, i just feel like i could do better even though i do try my hardest. I feel like my hardest isnt enough, but i dont know how to improve. I dont really want to be perfect but i do want to be better then what i am now. I also have to say i am so grateful for Fiona's family. They are like my second family and sometimes even feel like my real family. They will take me in anytime and i feel so comfortable with them. I feel like I live at their house, it's weird but i love it. I dont know what i would do without them.