Feb 19, 2006 20:53
WoW -- such a great weekend i can't even put it on here!! just ask and ill tell ya tho
-->headache.. .. .. .. ((unmentioned reasons))<--
I L.O.V.E -- What hurts the Most by. Rascal Flatts ... it describes the situation im in right now and the people I trust know what I mean..
I try so hard and i just can't tell him it kills .ME. but i like the way we are -- but i want more -- but i dont -- we'd be great -- but what if we arent? -- does he like me -- are we just like that normally -- is it more then flirting -- will we ever be any more then friends -- i want to -- but what if it goes wrong -- is that what i really want -- so many uncertainties I just don't even know -- so confused =\ --sometimes I feel like we'r just friends and that's the way and then other times i just wanna spill my guts and
Welp I thought this weekend would take my mind off of >him< but right before i left i seen him --- what are the chances of that happeneing? especially WHERE i seen him at -- Whether it was 'meant' to be or W/E i dont know but it was really weird... right when i was leaving he took my heart again like always... it happens so often ... if anyone ever tells you that you can only die once 'they are wrong' b-cuz I die everytime I have to watch him leave when im about to say sumthin... everytime I have to let go and leave when he hugs me-- EVERYTIME
but im gettin off... more but dont wanna say*
grr