May 15, 2005 17:42
Im jealous of every time she holds you..
because she holds my world
Im jealous of everytime you say you love her..
It makes my life a blur
Im jealous of everytime you hold her hand..
because you Hold my heart..
Im jealous of everytime you kiss her..
because you break my heart
So..Ive been okay..i think? Life has been so..blah..lately. Heartbreaks,drama,typical lifestyle of a teenage gurl. It just sucks. Ive never wanted to run sooo far away.to escape it all. its like..i have no other choice..but to sit here and not go on..because if i say something [she] will interrupt it all. [She] called telling me {he} said I loved him. As much as I wish i did.i didnt. i was being falsely accused. Ach. I dont know...its wierd. But i have nobody to tell..except this stupid journal!