Salene Journal Entry

Sep 27, 2003 20:08

*heaves huge sigh of relief* So, once again I've been elected City Leader. This time I have more faith that the people really wanted me to be their leader, as opposed to last time when the Techno's had a hand and a henchman in everything. Of course now I'm left with this massive feeling of "What now?" and I want to get right down to buisness (after I give Cloe 100 questions, I still can't believe my eyes that she's returned, my heart feels so much less pained by it all, though I still miss others, it's just soo good to have her back again!) but I find myself waivering, waiting, for others to show up, like Dee, Jay, Patch, and so on, to see where we are in this crazy mixed up world. I know I can't wait, at least, not more than until tomorrow, but a part of me still holds out all hope. So the biggest questions on my mind now are: Lex as sherrif again? Who's going to be Tribe leader? Some are saying they want Amber to be leader and I'm fine with that but she's gone off to the Eco's once again, which I am sure she'll be doing from time to time, it is to be expected after all, so what do we do in the mean time? I can't just make people make a decision, there needs to be a concensus, an agreement, something. Then Pride, he's gone, hasn't come back, and though I know he's left, it's not as if I'm wondering what happened to him, he took off I know this much, but I just wonder, where is he? What is he doing? Where is he going? I would be bitter that he's not here to celebrate the city leadership with me, but it's something we've gone through before, it's nothing that new, just a second term and all, and I just want him to be happy, so long as he's still Pride when the day is over. My Pride. So selfish, but oh so honest. Anyway, I'll be going back to work now, if more people show up, if more people intend to stay with us, I know we're going to need another round of stew, I just wish someone would come back with more food. Sounds like a trip to the market is in order for me tomorrow, if Pride doesn't come back soon.
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