I went to the ER
And they said : "You have an upper respitory infection. We think it is viral. There is nothing we can do for you. Go home and keep not sleeping and puking and peeing on yourself because you are coughing so hard. Oh and dont try to sleep because we dont ever want you to get better. Now take some over the counter cold medicine that wont so anything to help you. Have a nice night."
So here I am on night 4 of no sleep. I fucking hate doctors. And my mom. Oh man you guys, I saw her email and damn near vomited.See, my mom has been meeting men on Craigslist lately and sleeping with them on like the first date. And when I say men I mean PLURAL. Lots of PLURAL. Its so digusting I hope she gets VD. She is the most selfish, hypocritical immature person I have ever had the displeasure of knowing in my life. My 14 year old little sister is staying the night at my house because she hates my mom so much and is so disgusted with her behavior.
I talked to my mom on the phone today, and told her she was behaiving irresponsibly and immaturely. She said it was empowering and that maybe she was going through her second childhood. For fucks sake!! She has a 14 year old she needs to be raising!! What would my little sister do if I wasnt here for her to stay with? Hang out at crack houses?! Fuck. Anyways, that is all for now. I wont even get into my own childhood or how I was abused or neglected. You guys want to see the emails? I took screen shots ;)
I feel like a bad person for hating my mom so much, but I have tried so hard to have a good relationship withe her, but she is to selfish and immature and I end up being more the parent. Ugh I hate her. I need counciling.
So here I am on night 4 of no sleep. I fucking hate doctors. And my mom. Oh man you guys, I saw her email and damn near vomited.See, my mom has been meeting men on Craigslist lately and sleeping with them on like the first date. And when I say men I mean PLURAL. Lots of PLURAL. Its so digusting I hope she gets VD. She is the most selfish, hypocritical immature person I have ever had the displeasure of knowing in my life. My 14 year old little sister is staying the night at my house because she hates my mom so much and is so disgusted with her behavior.
I talked to my mom on the phone today, and told her she was behaiving irresponsibly and immaturely. She said it was empowering and that maybe she was going through her second childhood. For fucks sake!! She has a 14 year old she needs to be raising!! What would my little sister do if I wasnt here for her to stay with? Hang out at crack houses?! Fuck. Anyways, that is all for now. I wont even get into my own childhood or how I was abused or neglected. You guys want to see the emails? I took screen shots ;)
I feel like a bad person for hating my mom so much, but I have tried so hard to have a good relationship withe her, but she is to selfish and immature and I end up being more the parent. Ugh I hate her. I need counciling.