May 01, 2006 17:21
List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will.
- Don't say who they are or who you're referring to.
- Never discuss it again.
1. YOU'RE UGLY. YOU LOOK LIKE A MAN WHO USED TO BE WOMAN.
2. i still love you more than I should, you meant a lot more to me than i'm willing to admit...i think that's how it was for everyone. i always want to feel the way you do, and the way I do when i'm with you.
3. I need you more than you need me, even though i know you think its the other way around. you're stronger than i am, and i'm afraid that I won't be able to act when i'm not walking behind you.
4. i miss you so much. i hate that you've become a phantom to me because you were the best friend i've ever had, and ever will have.
5. you're completely full of shit. the sad thing is that i think you did it to yourself. you fit yourself into this caricature, because you thought it was funny, because everybody else was so dumb. but now you've bought into it too. i don't even think there's anything left. i used to think you were such a person, so thick and interesting. you're nothing.
6. you think that truth is anything ugly but that's so wrong, and way too easy. you need to start digging, because if you don't it'll get so far away it'll be lost, and then so are you.
7. you aren't smarter than everyone else. YES, you're very intelligent but PLEASE stop going around with your quiet self-conscious superiority. i can't talk to you anymore, you are SO awkward.
8. ok, so we haven't been close for very long, but i think you're fucking wonderful.
9. do you give a shit about me? do you even like me? why don't we ever talk? we are the MOST unclose of everyone, why?
10. I miss you but I'm sick of reliving old memories. i guess i want to see you, but i just can't figure out how i'd remotely fit into your life, and it seems there's no need for me. I still have a hole where you used to be, but your's has filled in, if it was ever there.