Mrah.
I wanted to open my lj up again. I guess because Billeh has one and I miss being able to write in here so only he could see it. Or just to leave him little messages er cute little recaps about things that we say to eachother online. We've had a couple of really memorable conversations that I used to post to look back on. I think one was about how I wanted him to be my little jew. It was cute. But anyways, I like when I do things that involve him and my journal thingy would.
I've been really nervous lately. I know why I have been that way. It's by default and there's not much I can do about it. My hormones are just fucked up right now and running heywire(sp?). So, at least I understand why and they'll most likely go away. Well, there are other reasons, as well. I've run through them and I'll figure them out.
George is awesome. He always listens and helps out... I can talk to him about things and I get feedback.
Billeh just called me. You know.. meh baybee calls me every time he gets off work. I've started expecting him to call er, I mean, just knowing he's going to call. It's really cute. I love meh Billeh baybee.
I get so nervous about loosing him. It's horrible lately. I'm so paranoid. I've gotten so attached to him it's ridiculous, but you know... I don't mind 'cause he's the only guy I want right now... and will be for a very long time.
Goddamn. I might as well write in here so he can see it 'cause every entry is probably going to be about him. I mean... think about it, I live with the man. It's hard not to talk about him or to him or think about him. I'm horribly obsessed with that bastard. I'll kill 'em. He he. :]
I remember when our whole relationship was based on negativity. It was cute as fuck. I love telling Billy I hate him and wanna cut him up and eat him. :P Hide his bones in the walls.
I love how much we have in common. Makes for less arguing. Rawr.
Hey, Billy... I want anal. *winks* You dirty bastard.
I've been really nervous lately. I know why I have been that way. It's by default and there's not much I can do about it. My hormones are just fucked up right now and running heywire(sp?). So, at least I understand why and they'll most likely go away. Well, there are other reasons, as well. I've run through them and I'll figure them out.
George is awesome. He always listens and helps out... I can talk to him about things and I get feedback.
Billeh just called me. You know.. meh baybee calls me every time he gets off work. I've started expecting him to call er, I mean, just knowing he's going to call. It's really cute. I love meh Billeh baybee.
I get so nervous about loosing him. It's horrible lately. I'm so paranoid. I've gotten so attached to him it's ridiculous, but you know... I don't mind 'cause he's the only guy I want right now... and will be for a very long time.
Goddamn. I might as well write in here so he can see it 'cause every entry is probably going to be about him. I mean... think about it, I live with the man. It's hard not to talk about him or to him or think about him. I'm horribly obsessed with that bastard. I'll kill 'em. He he. :]
I remember when our whole relationship was based on negativity. It was cute as fuck. I love telling Billy I hate him and wanna cut him up and eat him. :P Hide his bones in the walls.
I love how much we have in common. Makes for less arguing. Rawr.
Hey, Billy... I want anal. *winks* You dirty bastard.