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So on Tuesday I went to see Michael Buble and since my roommate's grandpa is a pimp at Mohegan Sun we got seats 20 rows away from him, and since the security guards decided not to care we ran to the front and were like feet away from him. It was very cool, he's so hot and funny and looks like Brian Greenberg.
I feel very lost right now, I don't party I don't waste time or procrastinate, but somehow I can't seem to pass chem.
My roommate tells me I need that for my major, I know that, and that I should think of changing my major.
I want to help people I want to do this, but when all you do is study and not understand anything, how do you feel motivated?
My dream job isn't something that I know how to do nor is realistic and I want to be comfortable with my life.
And I don't want to hear do what you want, not with the way things are now.
I feel restrained from creativity and want to write about John Stuart Mill so badly, which is so weird.
But I'm very confused on what will make me happy, I want to stay in this field, but what if I can't do it.
I worked too hard for this.
My mentor said she was failing something and she almost had to change her major, where am I if I fail at this?
I just want to sit in a basement listening to the Shins and read the Twilight books over and over again until my eyes fall out.
Not to mention my heart physically hurts, that's weird.
i want to understand dreams and why they mess up your emotions and hurt you. STOP IT DREAMMSSSS.
It's my own fault, cuz that's what I think about right before I got to bed every night,
I'm a gross mess.
I feel very lost right now, I don't party I don't waste time or procrastinate, but somehow I can't seem to pass chem.
My roommate tells me I need that for my major, I know that, and that I should think of changing my major.
I want to help people I want to do this, but when all you do is study and not understand anything, how do you feel motivated?
My dream job isn't something that I know how to do nor is realistic and I want to be comfortable with my life.
And I don't want to hear do what you want, not with the way things are now.
I feel restrained from creativity and want to write about John Stuart Mill so badly, which is so weird.
But I'm very confused on what will make me happy, I want to stay in this field, but what if I can't do it.
I worked too hard for this.
My mentor said she was failing something and she almost had to change her major, where am I if I fail at this?
I just want to sit in a basement listening to the Shins and read the Twilight books over and over again until my eyes fall out.
Not to mention my heart physically hurts, that's weird.
i want to understand dreams and why they mess up your emotions and hurt you. STOP IT DREAMMSSSS.
It's my own fault, cuz that's what I think about right before I got to bed every night,
I'm a gross mess.