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so my second entry today.
I realized while I was talking to Brittany that
I am the happiest right now, I'm free, open, exploring new things
and it's almost too late.
Idc about certain things and took too long to realize
but I love living in this moment realizing what I'm giving up
but also realizing what I'm gaining
I'm just so much more secure.
eeeeeeee.
seeing my cousin this weekend made it really nice too.
he was drunk playing pop5, but talked to me about some stuff
he's been through, that after all these years I can finally know more
bout what he's done, and it makes me look up to him
which is silly cuz he's the last person I should look up to,
but out of all the horrible things that have happened he really doesn't regret anything.
which is something I strive for, and would make me feel better about everything around me.
I realized while I was talking to Brittany that
I am the happiest right now, I'm free, open, exploring new things
and it's almost too late.
Idc about certain things and took too long to realize
but I love living in this moment realizing what I'm giving up
but also realizing what I'm gaining
I'm just so much more secure.
eeeeeeee.
seeing my cousin this weekend made it really nice too.
he was drunk playing pop5, but talked to me about some stuff
he's been through, that after all these years I can finally know more
bout what he's done, and it makes me look up to him
which is silly cuz he's the last person I should look up to,
but out of all the horrible things that have happened he really doesn't regret anything.
which is something I strive for, and would make me feel better about everything around me.