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hate my dad...and he hates me...its all good
so yes...there would be a story behind this...
yesterday Travis(whom is Elaine's nephew and now lives with her) and I were in the field trying to get a horse out. The mud was pretty bad and it was kinda hard to move. I get Julian to come towards me but i couldn't move the direction i had planned on moving as she came towards me. She ended up knocking me down to the ground, i couldn't move because of the mud, and she stepped on the lower portion of my arm/wrist/hand
i thought i was going to die at the time...well so would you if you see a 1000lb animal on top of your arm, but anyways
luckily the mud was thick enough to kinda cushoin my arm, and it didn't break. but now its just swolen and hurts like hell and i can't move my index and middle finger all that much without it being like ;lskdjf;sajkdfhlkasjfhlshdf
after my little thing with Julian...i ride and i had to leave early for a 4-H meeting. after i got off, Travis was helping me untack and stuff and he was showing me his DS (which was appearantly the most fascinating thing in the world) as i walked down to my dad's truck. As soon as i get in the truck my dad's first reaction was...
"I'm going to tell you right now this fucking shit is going to stop between you and Travis"
me, not knowing what in the hell he's talking about, and being in an extremely pissy mood because of my arm, automatically starts yelling back at him
so there was about a half an hour fight between my dad and i all the way up to the chester library
his side of the story...i'm appearantly having a love affair with Travis and that my dad is going to have me transfer barns
my side of the story...Travis and i are just friends...i infact find him extremely immature, and at time i would rather choke him than talk to him
so yes...that was yesterday
tonight (yes theres more) he starded going off on me about it again and was like...i already called Elaine and told her that she's going to have to work out a schedule where you're not alone at the barn...yea right...i'm not going out there the one day a week when my mom's off...I do not work my ass off so that i can have a 1 hour lesson one day a week. I'm not going to let my riding, and Max for that matter, be neglected because my dad has a problem with me being alone with a friend...so i tell him how i feel
he's like...so you're saying that you expect me to trust you alone with this boy because you know what you did a year ago...and thats going to take you a long time for you to build my trust back up
what the hell? why i did a year ago has NOTHING to do with this...if he wants to take me away from somewhere...drop me out of school...i'm alone with more guy friends there than anywhere
yea...and he wants me to move in with him
i'm not leaving hunter lane
i'm not leaving matoaca to go live with him
and i'm really pissed off right now
If he pulls me out from Hunterlane...i'll walk over there...its a 3 minute walk...he can kiss my ass whether or not i'm not supposed to be walking over there or whether i'm grounded or whatever
now i'm just rambling...so i think i'll shut up
and that was the longest entry i've ever done
and i can't wait until my mom comes home...as soon as she hears about this she is gonna go off on my dad
i'm off to go cuddle with my little stuffed pony...
my love goes out to the one i wish was here with me right now...and i really would write something for you...but i'm afraid at this point in time i'd say something i didn't mean...i get that way when i'm THIS pissed off...
so yes...there would be a story behind this...
yesterday Travis(whom is Elaine's nephew and now lives with her) and I were in the field trying to get a horse out. The mud was pretty bad and it was kinda hard to move. I get Julian to come towards me but i couldn't move the direction i had planned on moving as she came towards me. She ended up knocking me down to the ground, i couldn't move because of the mud, and she stepped on the lower portion of my arm/wrist/hand
i thought i was going to die at the time...well so would you if you see a 1000lb animal on top of your arm, but anyways
luckily the mud was thick enough to kinda cushoin my arm, and it didn't break. but now its just swolen and hurts like hell and i can't move my index and middle finger all that much without it being like ;lskdjf;sajkdfhlkasjfhlshdf
after my little thing with Julian...i ride and i had to leave early for a 4-H meeting. after i got off, Travis was helping me untack and stuff and he was showing me his DS (which was appearantly the most fascinating thing in the world) as i walked down to my dad's truck. As soon as i get in the truck my dad's first reaction was...
"I'm going to tell you right now this fucking shit is going to stop between you and Travis"
me, not knowing what in the hell he's talking about, and being in an extremely pissy mood because of my arm, automatically starts yelling back at him
so there was about a half an hour fight between my dad and i all the way up to the chester library
his side of the story...i'm appearantly having a love affair with Travis and that my dad is going to have me transfer barns
my side of the story...Travis and i are just friends...i infact find him extremely immature, and at time i would rather choke him than talk to him
so yes...that was yesterday
tonight (yes theres more) he starded going off on me about it again and was like...i already called Elaine and told her that she's going to have to work out a schedule where you're not alone at the barn...yea right...i'm not going out there the one day a week when my mom's off...I do not work my ass off so that i can have a 1 hour lesson one day a week. I'm not going to let my riding, and Max for that matter, be neglected because my dad has a problem with me being alone with a friend...so i tell him how i feel
he's like...so you're saying that you expect me to trust you alone with this boy because you know what you did a year ago...and thats going to take you a long time for you to build my trust back up
what the hell? why i did a year ago has NOTHING to do with this...if he wants to take me away from somewhere...drop me out of school...i'm alone with more guy friends there than anywhere
yea...and he wants me to move in with him
i'm not leaving hunter lane
i'm not leaving matoaca to go live with him
and i'm really pissed off right now
If he pulls me out from Hunterlane...i'll walk over there...its a 3 minute walk...he can kiss my ass whether or not i'm not supposed to be walking over there or whether i'm grounded or whatever
now i'm just rambling...so i think i'll shut up
and that was the longest entry i've ever done
and i can't wait until my mom comes home...as soon as she hears about this she is gonna go off on my dad
i'm off to go cuddle with my little stuffed pony...
my love goes out to the one i wish was here with me right now...and i really would write something for you...but i'm afraid at this point in time i'd say something i didn't mean...i get that way when i'm THIS pissed off...