May 01, 2005 22:50
its been quite a while...and no update...
so yea. i thought i would update
i had a horse show last week
Julian and I did awesomeee
and Max was a butt head...but thats okay...
Mark came to the horse show ^^
He was so lost...'twas funny.
so yea...i've just been thinking...that maybe chris has been right all along...and I didn't know what love is. Maybe i still dont know what love is. The only other time i remember feeling the way i feel about Mark...was when Dancer first came into my life. And i remember everytime the horse walked away...i would cry. I loved him that much. And i'm not at the point where i cry...but it gets harder and harder to say goodbye. I want to keep him with me foreverrr...
Time is stupid.