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okay... so she wants to get me things that she thought i would like but that i wouldnt normally ask for, and it just so turns out that all the things she thought i would like that i am not used to getting happen to be things that i probably wouldn't like much and probably wouldn't use; also she says that these would be gifts that she put alot of
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2. "yet her friend becky asks for jewelry and she knows that she really likes jewelry so she plans to buy her a necklace with her birthstone, which would essentially be like me asking for final fantasy 12 and getting the new zelda game"
-She doesn't ask for it... nore expects to get it from people. She likes it. I never said that she asked for it. I said i wanted to get her a necklace or something or real gold n stone for her so it'll be good luck. It's nothing she expects me to get her nor did she ask me to ever get her jewelry.
3. i'll let you know this now. SO you can apply it to the future somehow. I don't like to argue... and even worse... when i do argue... and i'm already irritated with it and getting mad... i don't like to lose or give in. Not only that... i was tired, frustrated, and getting really pissed off from the argument and not going to bed at midnight like i wanted to. I HATE ARGUEING. You know this. This was a stupid small arguement that you should have stopped a long time ago because i told you a while ago to not argue with me so much cause i just get pissed.
I always hurt your damn feelings when we argue.. so from now on can you just stop em. I would... seriously i would, but you get hurt and angry at me when i just stop the argument before it happens cause i know it's coming. So you need to. I know myself better than you know me. trust me on that one.
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1. regardless of how you felt i still have to find a solution...
2. okay so i misunderstood, i am sorry.
3. ... you're right... i will just... deal with it... i am having trouble finding other answers because you are so unwilling to change anything for me... or so it seems... but know that either way my feelings get hurt because either i can't find an answer and i feel some what worthless, or we find an answer but you are still mad and upset and i am the one that caused it and i feel evil and mean, or i just dont say anything and i feel helpless... its like nothing i do is right... not that it matters... i will keep doing it because i love you and i will just have to hope that maybe one day you will return the favor... i am sorry... i am so sorry... i love you.
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