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Jun 12, 2004 11:07

I WISH - I had a boyfriend who was always there for me, someone to go home and call, and tell them I love them, and when you couldn't figure out what to do, it's okay, cuz just hangin out anywhere with him is wonderful. I wish for butterflies in my tummy, and uncontrollable smiles, secret looks, I wish for that feeling when your in a group and he puts his arms around you and you look around and realize you wouldn't want to be anywhere else with anybody else and there is absolutely nobody in the world that could make you feel so incredible.
I LOVE - to love. To be loved. =)
I MISS - The winter months of the past school year. They were so freakin amazingly fun and crazy.
I FEAR - To be incabaple of loving and being loved.
I WANT - You.
I HEAR - My fingers typing and FE playing quietly in the background.
I SEARCH - For a place.

LAST TIME YOU...
SMILED? This morning when I picked up my kitten Pepsi.
CRIED? I don't remember ... hmm ..
BOUGHT SOMETHING? I havn't bought anything for awhile. I steal too much stuff right now because I'm trying to save money. I guess like gas for my car cuz I can't steal that lol.
DANCED? In the car with Rach on ... Wednesday. Fun ass time. <3
HAMMERED? Wow. Umm I watched Matt Henry hammer everything he could get his hands on in the fort on Thursday with Charlie. He seriously needs some Aderall.
KISSED SOMEONE? Umm? I kissed Charlie on the cheek yesterday? I kiss everyone on the cheek though. I guess Paulie, last weekend. =D!!
LAST THING YOU READ? Secrets, by Danielle Steel.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? HARRY POTTER, BABBYYYY!!
NUMBER YOU CALLED? Uhhh... I think Mike, or Jimbo.
LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED? This morning with my mom. I laughed realllly hard last night at Charlie's when he was proving some point .. I forget what it was but it was funny as hell.
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? Real World rerun this morning.
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? FE-How July.
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? Pink Lemonade.
YOU ATE? Honey Bunches of Oats cereal. With some Captain Crunch mixed in.

DO YOU...
HAVE A CRUSH? Maybe?
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? Nope. Obviously not.
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? Yes.
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? ....
DO THEY FEEL THE SAME WAY? ....
READ THE NEWSPAPER? Boring usually. I like the obituaries .. how morbid ..
HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? Of course.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? Somehow .. someway .. sometimes.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? I can't begin to imagine forever with someone.
DRINK ALCOHOL? Yeah.
BELIEVE IN GOD? Yeah.
HAVE ANY SECRETS? Like I would tell you?
HAVE ANY PETS? Eggnog my dog, Rex my other dog, Hope my cat, Pepsi my kitten, two guinea pigs, and a bunch chickens.
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? ACC for two years, transfering to an unknown as of now four year college.
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Yeah. Ears.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? Yeah. Butterfly on my hip.
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? I don't know. Perhaps.
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? On and off smoking, biting my nails.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? Yep.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? Sometimes I think way too much, and other times I think not nearly enough. I have definite trust issues ... I just don't know which end of the spectrum to work on first.
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? Oh God, I could go on and on and on about walks in the rain .. and puddle jumps .. and rain dances .. and puddle swims ...... Some memories will never EVER lost on you, they will always have a place that warms your heart, you know?
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