May 27, 2004 23:53
I spent time with Lauren today. The beauty this girl holds doesn't make sense to me. It can't be explained, and it doesn't need to. Everytime I see a smile I see a lifetime of happiness. I am extremely fortunate to have my heart held in good hands. Repetetive? could be. But all I know is that I feel like I have wings. I feel like I don't have to worry anymore.
After I hung out with Z and Ian. We had good talks and got free Orange chicken. Times like these make me happy I have good friends that I can just talk to freely without getting fucked over with shit-talk and akward half-way guilt trips. Its a relief to talk.
Three-Day Weekend here I come.
"I am kind of paranoid in reverse. I suspect people of plotting to make me happy."
p.s.
Mineral why did you have to break up?