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my future
my regrets
my past
my tragedies
my family
my friends
my relationships
my fears
my feelings
when you think about them all at once, whats not to be sad about?
my future-my job..routine? 5 days a week, mall and movies on weekends? no. i think not.
my regrets- something stupid like my lip piearcing?
my past- fights, losing friends..so worthless.
my tragedies- Bobby, Terry and Olivia <3 RIP
my family-I dont give them the time of day, and one day i wont have the time of day to give them.
my friends-the greatest, wish i could be the same back.
my relationships-how do i feel about them? i dont know what to feel anymore. what i think about one boy, is it worth it?
my fears-growing up to live a routine life. nothing to look forward to but maybe a vacation once a year.
my feelings- so confused.