wow.

[_rubygloom_]

so.
kevin broke up with me.
and the one person in the entire world, my one bestfriend, who i trusted in, and would die for.
wants me out of her life.
my brother is really starting to scare me.
and i just want him back to normal.

i just want to not fuck things up for once.
i hate crying. and i hate screaming.

i want a bestfriend.

it's really great to have someone to talk to.
when you feel empty.
even if you don't know them that well.
it's so nice that they care.

i want to get to know you better.
and i really think we have something here.

i had a sick day with mike.
i made rice.