am i still your charm, or am i just bad luck?

[_rubygloom_]

gosh,
so the gate of heaven thing.
i went all three days.
and i think i have lung cancer<3
i was really dehydrated, and i got mega sick
my hands were shaking, and i kept falling over
i was scared.

i had a campout.

so i sat down and thought about you last night
my eyes were filling with tears
why.
i don't think i'll feel like that again
there was something better about us.