well that was a complete waste of my emotion.

[_rubygloom_]

all of the holidays in my family never result in something nice.

my brother is in the ER
his apendex might explode.

my sister and dad
left me here to go have pizza with my grandma.

my mom is mad at me because i just wanted to give her something.
she ran out the door.

i guess now that i am sitting here all alone.
with the poems i wrote for my grandma and mom.
i'll forget about giving them their presents
and making them dinner.

alone this holiday.

i'll have a nice talk with my journal.

cheer up emo kid....