May 25, 2005 22:26
i know i said i was done with lj but i have get some shit out and i dont have anyone i can talk to. most of my friends hate me and so does ben.
i realized that you cant trust anyone. because as soon as you do they let you down. and that feeling you had, that indescribable feeling, goes away and you hit the ground so hard that it feels like it breaks every bone bone in ur body and u kinda wish it did because youd be one step closer to death. and thats all you want.
does it ever go away?
please say it does. please
♥