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well todays one of the shittiest days of the yr for me as its williams anniversary 2day n i feel horrible a cant explain what it feels like but its a horrible feeling im sitting listening to travis (one of his fav bands) n i feel numb ma mums upset too i just cant be botherd doing anything today i couldnt eat yesterday n i dnt feel hungry today again so ma mums making dinner for the familly to make sure a eat as i dnt eat round about these days as i just feel sick and cold i just hope a see gordon today as i think it would make me feel a wee bit better
a just wish william was here i miss him so much a just wish a could speak 2 him